ohdraconian

Anyone know the composer for the music of Black & White?  The game?  Oh, and I'm looking for new ideas for a Dramione.  I've been thinking of what to write next, and nothing is coming to me.  So, any ideas, much appreciated.  Also, how exactly does one go about making a poll?  This confuses me to now end.  Have you ever taken a marshmellow and twisted it in between your thumbs and forefingers until it turned into taffy?  If you haven't, try it.  I guarantee you'll never look a marshmellow the same again.

So, a thought just popped into my head...What am I going to do with my life when I'm sitting in my forensics class at college, and I realize that I've been living my entire life up until this moment, and now that I've reached it, I don't actually know what to do with it.  So, I ask my professor and my friends, and my parents, what they thought/think when they came to the same moment that I have just reached.  They'll answer me in the only way that they see fit, that they had a different situation, but that they got through it with integrity and determination...but what does that leave for me?  They tell me that it's just a phase, and that it'll pass soon enough, but for me, that end can't be seen.  So I diligently walk around with a chip on my shoulder until I finally realize that what I'm doing to myself is completely counter productive, and when I finally do realize this, it's almost too late to save myself. . .and when you think about it, it's really a bleak look on the life ahead.

So what's to be done?  Do i wait for the inevitability of life?  Or do I take life by the horns and fight it till it drops?  I'm trying to find the middle ground. . .I'm kinda failing. . .Still, I think that I've accomplished something when I wake up in the morning and realize that instead of laying in bed until noon, I get up at 7, pull on some sweatpants, and walk outside into beautiful Topanga Canyon, and take a long walk down to Mimosa, grab a coffee, and walk back home for a nice cold shower. . .well, at least I think I've accomplished something. . .

Maybe I'm just dreaming when I think about how accomplishing something only takes getting up with the right attitude, but I think it's something beautiful to wake up with the fog and mist, and take it all in as something wondrous and amazing. . .or maybe that's just me. . .

Anywho, the whole point of this lovely, long journal of mine, is to pose the question to all readers out there. . .Who actually reads these silly things!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?! (those of you that DO read this all the way to the end, I'm sorry for having wasted an enormous and priceless moment of your time, and thank you for actually reading this still, stream-of-consciousness-blabber of mine all the way through, and ask that you kindly answer my question. . .if it's not too much trouble. . .then again, that might just take up more time. . .lol. . .)

This is what happens when I'm bored, in a coffee shop, with wi-fi. . .I can't wait for college. . .the more the merrier!

hahahahahahahahahahahahaha. . .

Okay, so lately I've been music hunting.  I need some knew stuff and I have not a clue as to what I should get....I mean, should I go with some new hip hop, R&B, rock, pop, metal, rap, classical...there're just too many choices...
SOOOOOOOOOOOOO, I have posted this note specifically to ask all you deviants out there for some musical advice.  Please, please, please give me some input on some good music...I'M DYING HERE!!!!  (or walking as the original went...)

Much appreciated!!!

So. . . .

      To begin, I can't believe that I'm just as pathetic as I thought I was. . .But, no matter, all will be remedied in no time.

     Lately I've been on a binge of fanfic writing, and therefore, I have had no time to upload a new photo, but I'm hoping on fixing that soon.  As to the fanfic, thanks so much to everyone whose been reading it, I'm glad you all like it.  

     Also, I've been on this craze for the song Passive by A Perfect Circle, and I can't think of a picture that would capture exactly what I think that song means.  Gracious thanks to my model, Timmy-Manson, for everything she is and more.  I'm hoping to get a new picture up soon, but then again, knowing me, it probably will take a while.

     Until I finally do get that pic up, I'll be fanfic-ing away, and hopefully you all will like it!!!!!!

    Much love to all!!!!!!

-Jules

So, as I am a senior this year, and would gladly give up the rest of this year just to skip it all and jump straight to college, I am forced to finish up this last and final chapter of my highschool life...Therefore, as I sit here on my lovely and comfortable bed, I realize that although it's my last year as at Pali, it isn't my last year with my friends...but who really gives a fuck anyway?

Point being, that if life sucks, jump on the ride and let it take you to the darkest place imaginable, then crawl your way back up and out before you realize that falling that far down was something you had to do before you realize exactly what you were doing with your life...at least that's what happened to me...